o no...now i m at my uni computer lab doin some research for my assignment T.T...but i hv too many things to say n too many things running in my mind and so, i decide to post something on my blog....
from morning til afternoon jus nw, i continuously having headache when listen to the lecture...material science and engineering mathematics....thr's so lot things that i din recognise them, n i think they oso dun recognise me.....too bad...!
my brain trying hard to grasp ev single facts n the complex(ya...to me it's complex...nw oni realize form 6 maths n chem is jus introduction....) mathematics formulae....but, thr r many question marks on my mind...my frens sit beside me too, blur-RING...
i still rmb how my cousin brother tel me how relax he was during his uni first year....but d same thing seems not to happen on me...different course, mb...
though it's hard, but again the point is that i hv to work hard to overcome the feeling of frustration n blur...must make it clear b4 go in depth...
unknown (initial) + unknown (final) = unknown future...
so, i hv had my lunch which consists of all the essential nutriens including C+carbohydrate+protein+mineral+.... to continue to enjoy my afternoon...which i hv a date with my assignment...
22岁的我,不想再承受心痛的感觉,所以,非诚勿扰;我努力地过着一个人的生活,习惯一个人,一个人去面对,一个人跌倒了再站起来,也许你已经告别了我的生活,但我还是会希望你过得很好,因为我相信,我的天空总有一天会放晴,现在的我,不会再逃避伤口,我会慢慢和它一起,复原。。。这里是我的小天地,就让它来记载我22岁后的生活吧!
Monday, July 21, 2008
Friday, July 18, 2008
apa yang bermula akan berakhir?
ystdy, i went for a lecture about civilization in my uni...the lecturer has thrown out a very meaningful sentence which make me to think it in-depth...dang dang dang dang...it's my post title today "apa yang bermula akan berakhir".
In fact, he meant to say that civilization follows the nature trend, tat is "apa yang bermula akan berakhir", jus like organism life...howeva, it makes me think bout many things in all walks of our life...
whatever start wil end finally...this is a very cruel statement but it's true, sadly to say....
mayb...it's jus like d ''fate'' or "uan fen" that v alwiz like to relates it to our relationship wif someone, or mb an excuse, jus for anything when v r unable to describe wat's d problem....tat's it...
love sometimes,start wif all the sweet n beautiful expectations but end up wif tears n cries(for sure, thr's still many who hv a happy ending...)
frenship sometimes, wil not b alwiz forever, howeva, TRUE FRENSHIP WIL LAST LONG MOR THAN FOREVER, i alwiz believe that...
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my uni life, so far so good???? ??mb...haha
i goin to try soemthing new, which i never experience before...
howeva, feeling nervous, worry n afraid....
d cause of all these feelings is jus coz lack of self confident....wat to do to boost my low self confidence?
jus trying my best to do the best...sigh...
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on wednesday, i hv no lecture n tutorial(super nice free day!!!)wahaha
so, i hv take my very very sweet time to explore my uni....
visiting some other faculties n my uni library...
so wat i think bout it? the air-cond is super cold....then thr r too mannyyyy books n journals n media collections inside it...mb d conclusion is jus can b BIG...howeva, i got to admit that the environment is very comfortable n suitable for study...but, so sad it's far from my college...
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In fact, he meant to say that civilization follows the nature trend, tat is "apa yang bermula akan berakhir", jus like organism life...howeva, it makes me think bout many things in all walks of our life...
whatever start wil end finally...this is a very cruel statement but it's true, sadly to say....
mayb...it's jus like d ''fate'' or "uan fen" that v alwiz like to relates it to our relationship wif someone, or mb an excuse, jus for anything when v r unable to describe wat's d problem....tat's it...
love sometimes,start wif all the sweet n beautiful expectations but end up wif tears n cries(for sure, thr's still many who hv a happy ending...)
frenship sometimes, wil not b alwiz forever, howeva, TRUE FRENSHIP WIL LAST LONG MOR THAN FOREVER, i alwiz believe that...
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my uni life, so far so good???? ??mb...haha
i goin to try soemthing new, which i never experience before...
howeva, feeling nervous, worry n afraid....
d cause of all these feelings is jus coz lack of self confident....wat to do to boost my low self confidence?
jus trying my best to do the best...sigh...
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on wednesday, i hv no lecture n tutorial(super nice free day!!!)wahaha
so, i hv take my very very sweet time to explore my uni....
visiting some other faculties n my uni library...
so wat i think bout it? the air-cond is super cold....then thr r too mannyyyy books n journals n media collections inside it...mb d conclusion is jus can b BIG...howeva, i got to admit that the environment is very comfortable n suitable for study...but, so sad it's far from my college...
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Saturday, July 12, 2008
mY uNi LiFe
Uni life, to me, it's still much to be explored n to be experienced...
since i went for my uni registration on d beautiful n meaningful sunday morning, i kicked start my uni life...my 1st impression on my uni, wow, it's sooooooo big....dun understand y, when my dad's car drived in to d campus compound, well, i'm so excited!!! haha...i think, it's bcoz i finali go into uni...lol
since d day, i hv to live in my HOsTEL...living in hostel, means that i got to learn to take care of myself, manage myself, n do evthing on my own...i tried many ways to make myself comfortable with my life in hostel...well, finali, now i already get use to my little space...haha
glad to noe so many new frens in uni, my roommate, my hostelmate, my coursemate, dinnermate, ...seniors...super seniors...super duper seniors....
my orientation week...to me, though it's tired, but it reali fun! i enjoyed it so much! i luv the college spirit, tat makes all of us b so semangat....b4 this, i never think it's so fun to stand under d hot sun n cheers for our candidates during the sports day, n cheers for the college in DECTAR...so, finali i get sun burn, but luckily my voice still so nice...lol
my faculty, it's so nice...n so beautiful, with the lake nearby it....howeva, til now, i stil wil lost myself in my fac...paiseh...
so...in conclusion, til now, i m so safe n healthy in my uni...
since i went for my uni registration on d beautiful n meaningful sunday morning, i kicked start my uni life...my 1st impression on my uni, wow, it's sooooooo big....dun understand y, when my dad's car drived in to d campus compound, well, i'm so excited!!! haha...i think, it's bcoz i finali go into uni...lol
since d day, i hv to live in my HOsTEL...living in hostel, means that i got to learn to take care of myself, manage myself, n do evthing on my own...i tried many ways to make myself comfortable with my life in hostel...well, finali, now i already get use to my little space...haha
glad to noe so many new frens in uni, my roommate, my hostelmate, my coursemate, dinnermate, ...seniors...super seniors...super duper seniors....
my orientation week...to me, though it's tired, but it reali fun! i enjoyed it so much! i luv the college spirit, tat makes all of us b so semangat....b4 this, i never think it's so fun to stand under d hot sun n cheers for our candidates during the sports day, n cheers for the college in DECTAR...so, finali i get sun burn, but luckily my voice still so nice...lol
my faculty, it's so nice...n so beautiful, with the lake nearby it....howeva, til now, i stil wil lost myself in my fac...paiseh...
so...in conclusion, til now, i m so safe n healthy in my uni...
Friday, June 27, 2008
康乐
那天,和朋友回了我的中学..dang dang dang dang...康乐中学一趟...其实,我们是回去做正经事的...a bu then...却在无意中开始了一趟"怀旧之旅"...
康乐,很多人一听,就知道它是"名校"...but这是N年前的事了....
再一次地回到去这间学校,感觉非常好...也许,这是康乐情意结吧!
wah...学校的设备又改进了...以前的tapak perhimpunan,现在铺上了瓷砖...当然还有很多的改变...原谅我无法在此一一陈述...
那天,和朋友一时兴起,在学校食堂,品尝了阔别了三年,我怀念的tom yam bi hun...那个华人档的uncle还认得我们呢...不过,现在的食物,全部起价了,那碗tomyam要RM1.80 哦!
然后,坐在食堂吃那碗面的时候,想起了很多:提早下课吃早餐...趁换节时去买外卖...这种种带有冒险精神的行为...
如果说要我想一个对我来说有很多回忆的地方,我会毫不犹豫地说是:康乐中学!
因为,那个地方,装载了很多很多,我和朋友们的回忆!而那些回忆,是我一辈子的珍藏...我不会忘记的,那些人和事...
那段中学生涯,是需要珍惜的...毕竟,我们已不可能随便...回学校yam cha了...
康乐,很多人一听,就知道它是"名校"...but这是N年前的事了....
再一次地回到去这间学校,感觉非常好...也许,这是康乐情意结吧!
wah...学校的设备又改进了...以前的tapak perhimpunan,现在铺上了瓷砖...当然还有很多的改变...原谅我无法在此一一陈述...
那天,和朋友一时兴起,在学校食堂,品尝了阔别了三年,我怀念的tom yam bi hun...那个华人档的uncle还认得我们呢...不过,现在的食物,全部起价了,那碗tomyam要RM1.80 哦!
然后,坐在食堂吃那碗面的时候,想起了很多:提早下课吃早餐...趁换节时去买外卖...这种种带有冒险精神的行为...
如果说要我想一个对我来说有很多回忆的地方,我会毫不犹豫地说是:康乐中学!
因为,那个地方,装载了很多很多,我和朋友们的回忆!而那些回忆,是我一辈子的珍藏...我不会忘记的,那些人和事...
那段中学生涯,是需要珍惜的...毕竟,我们已不可能随便...回学校yam cha了...
Thursday, June 19, 2008
终于
终于,获得大学的录取了。
我将会到UKM去深造,念的是Communication and Computer Engineering。。
接下来的这十天,很忙。
因为,要开始准备很多的东西。
虽然,大学离我家,并不会很远。。。当然,也不是很近。
爸爸妈妈很开心,因为他们的女儿,终于上大学了。
而我,也很开心,很期待,因为,即将到新的环境,开始传说中最精彩的大学生涯了。
突然觉得,自己真的要开始学会,如何独立了。
很多东西,不像在家里那样了。
这是一个挑战吧!我会努力的,毕竟,我比起那些需要离家背景到外地去深造的朋友,还是小巫见大巫。只不过,从这个州的这一端,搬去另一端而已。哈哈!
加油了!既然选定了,得到了,就要做到最好!
这,是我心里的话。
“大学,不只是一个求学的地方,而是一个微型的社会,让我们成长蜕变,让自己能在未来的天空里,翱翔。”
我将会到UKM去深造,念的是Communication and Computer Engineering。。
接下来的这十天,很忙。
因为,要开始准备很多的东西。
虽然,大学离我家,并不会很远。。。当然,也不是很近。
爸爸妈妈很开心,因为他们的女儿,终于上大学了。
而我,也很开心,很期待,因为,即将到新的环境,开始传说中最精彩的大学生涯了。
突然觉得,自己真的要开始学会,如何独立了。
很多东西,不像在家里那样了。
这是一个挑战吧!我会努力的,毕竟,我比起那些需要离家背景到外地去深造的朋友,还是小巫见大巫。只不过,从这个州的这一端,搬去另一端而已。哈哈!
加油了!既然选定了,得到了,就要做到最好!
这,是我心里的话。
“大学,不只是一个求学的地方,而是一个微型的社会,让我们成长蜕变,让自己能在未来的天空里,翱翔。”
Friday, June 13, 2008
下一个风景
下个星期,大学录取的成绩便会公布了。
我,会到哪里去呢?这个问题,我不懂。
公公婆婆身边的朋友之前一起工作的同事,问了我,很多次。
奈何,我真的不懂。
但是,下个星期,就会有答案了。
我期待的,下一个风景。
我,会到哪里去呢?这个问题,我不懂。
公公婆婆身边的朋友之前一起工作的同事,问了我,很多次。
奈何,我真的不懂。
但是,下个星期,就会有答案了。
我期待的,下一个风景。
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
MATCH
今天,我开始看《法证先锋2》,由于之前没有很认真地追《法证先锋》,所以对里面的人物,属于半生熟的阶段。
看着看着,又让我看到了一个很有趣的字
MATCH
代表“吻合”对吧?
突然觉得,MATCH不只可以用在验证两样东西是否吻合,还可以用来说明很多事。
人和人之间的关系,MATCH扮演着很重要的角色。就好像我们常说的“我地hmm ngam key”或是“都hmm ngam channel”之类吧。人和人之间,似乎也需要大家的频率相近,关系才能维持,不然,就会开始不match...
感情的世界里,有很多东西太复杂,有太多的理由。。。但是,人们也许还是比较喜欢说那句“合不来”。这句话,解释了一切,让之前吵得闹得骂的哭的,变得那么的理所当然。
合不来,所以放弃了。
又或者,MATCH还可以翻译成“配”吗?
我不配,有些凄惨。
希望大家都能找到,彼此的perfect match。。。
看着看着,又让我看到了一个很有趣的字
MATCH
代表“吻合”对吧?
突然觉得,MATCH不只可以用在验证两样东西是否吻合,还可以用来说明很多事。
人和人之间的关系,MATCH扮演着很重要的角色。就好像我们常说的“我地hmm ngam key”或是“都hmm ngam channel”之类吧。人和人之间,似乎也需要大家的频率相近,关系才能维持,不然,就会开始不match...
感情的世界里,有很多东西太复杂,有太多的理由。。。但是,人们也许还是比较喜欢说那句“合不来”。这句话,解释了一切,让之前吵得闹得骂的哭的,变得那么的理所当然。
合不来,所以放弃了。
又或者,MATCH还可以翻译成“配”吗?
我不配,有些凄惨。
希望大家都能找到,彼此的perfect match。。。
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