Monday, July 21, 2008

hEaDaChE-ING

o no...now i m at my uni computer lab doin some research for my assignment T.T...but i hv too many things to say n too many things running in my mind and so, i decide to post something on my blog....

from morning til afternoon jus nw, i continuously having headache when listen to the lecture...material science and engineering mathematics....thr's so lot things that i din recognise them, n i think they oso dun recognise me.....too bad...!

my brain trying hard to grasp ev single facts n the complex(ya...to me it's complex...nw oni realize form 6 maths n chem is jus introduction....) mathematics formulae....but, thr r many question marks on my mind...my frens sit beside me too, blur-RING...

i still rmb how my cousin brother tel me how relax he was during his uni first year....but d same thing seems not to happen on me...different course, mb...

though it's hard, but again the point is that i hv to work hard to overcome the feeling of frustration n blur...must make it clear b4 go in depth...

unknown (initial) + unknown (final) = unknown future...

so, i hv had my lunch which consists of all the essential nutriens including C+carbohydrate+protein+mineral+.... to continue to enjoy my afternoon...which i hv a date with my assignment...



Friday, July 18, 2008

apa yang bermula akan berakhir?

ystdy, i went for a lecture about civilization in my uni...the lecturer has thrown out a very meaningful sentence which make me to think it in-depth...dang dang dang dang...it's my post title today "apa yang bermula akan berakhir".

In fact, he meant to say that civilization follows the nature trend, tat is "apa yang bermula akan berakhir", jus like organism life...howeva, it makes me think bout many things in all walks of our life...

whatever start wil end finally...this is a very cruel statement but it's true, sadly to say....
mayb...it's jus like d ''fate'' or "uan fen" that v alwiz like to relates it to our relationship wif someone, or mb an excuse, jus for anything when v r unable to describe wat's d problem....tat's it...

love sometimes,start wif all the sweet n beautiful expectations but end up wif tears n cries(for sure, thr's still many who hv a happy ending...)
frenship sometimes, wil not b alwiz forever, howeva, TRUE FRENSHIP WIL LAST LONG MOR THAN FOREVER, i alwiz believe that...

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my uni life, so far so good???? ??mb...haha
i goin to try soemthing new, which i never experience before...
howeva, feeling nervous, worry n afraid....
d cause of all these feelings is jus coz lack of self confident....wat to do to boost my low self confidence?
jus trying my best to do the best...sigh...

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on wednesday, i hv no lecture n tutorial(super nice free day!!!)wahaha
so, i hv take my very very sweet time to explore my uni....
visiting some other faculties n my uni library...
so wat i think bout it? the air-cond is super cold....then thr r too mannyyyy books n journals n media collections inside it...mb d conclusion is jus can b BIG...howeva, i got to admit that the environment is very comfortable n suitable for study...but, so sad it's far from my college...

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

mY uNi LiFe

Uni life, to me, it's still much to be explored n to be experienced...
since i went for my uni registration on d beautiful n meaningful sunday morning, i kicked start my uni life...my 1st impression on my uni, wow, it's sooooooo big....dun understand y, when my dad's car drived in to d campus compound, well, i'm so excited!!! haha...i think, it's bcoz i finali go into uni...lol
since d day, i hv to live in my HOsTEL...living in hostel, means that i got to learn to take care of myself, manage myself, n do evthing on my own...i tried many ways to make myself comfortable with my life in hostel...well, finali, now i already get use to my little space...haha
glad to noe so many new frens in uni, my roommate, my hostelmate, my coursemate, dinnermate, ...seniors...super seniors...super duper seniors....
my orientation week...to me, though it's tired, but it reali fun! i enjoyed it so much! i luv the college spirit, tat makes all of us b so semangat....b4 this, i never think it's so fun to stand under d hot sun n cheers for our candidates during the sports day, n cheers for the college in DECTAR...so, finali i get sun burn, but luckily my voice still so nice...lol
my faculty, it's so nice...n so beautiful, with the lake nearby it....howeva, til now, i stil wil lost myself in my fac...paiseh...
so...in conclusion, til now, i m so safe n healthy in my uni...