help me help myself

ystdy...very sad...
stepping out from d exam hall...i hv nth to say...bside 'sigh'....
so sad...i did prepare for it...but, wat happen to me? i dunno....
back to my college, i went to the cafe to do my assignment...
d cafe is so crowded...n so noisy....but, my heart is so silent...evthing silent....
i'm trying to find myself...yup...i begin to lost myself...lost in space...
while doing typing work, i thinking...wat's lead me to this step...? myself or...?
i dunno...wat can i do to enable myself to b able to survive my uni life, graduate wif a degree in hand, although it's jus a cert...wat i hv to do to enable me to navigate through my 4 yrs degree course safely??? i thinking....
wat i noe is...it's not d time for me to sad....no....i dun even hv time for me to sad....
frustration makes us grow stronger...i noe...
failure is d mom of success....i noe...
frustrated...but i wil stay tough....n work harder...
i will b fine....i believe it well....

那首歌

那天，down了一阵子之后，和我的一个很好的朋友同学兼邻居，唱了一首很理智的歌。。。

“我们不会心灰意冷，我们会给自己掌声，我没有你想象的笨，我也有自己的门，其实你不是不能，只是你肯不肯，给自己多一个机会，因为我们都是有用的人。。。”

哈哈！是不是很熟面孔咧？因为这是几年前很卖座的那部《小孩不笨》里的那首歌咯!

好吧！要加油！努力摸清它的底，它？它就是那两科。。头痛的科。

down

终于买了laptop,不过今天心情很低落，因为一早就做了些很糟糕的事，开始怀疑自己，怀疑自己到底有没有真的付出过，努力过。。。还是根本就没有这种天份或。。。能力。
也许目前这个时候，能够形容我的心情的，就只有那首叫做《天灰》的歌，开始担心我自己。。。

我的天空今天有点灰。。。
我不想当笨蛋。。。
我可以吗？

pRoGrAmM!Ng

These days, enjoying myself doing programming coz' i find that it's reali a very enjoyable process....it's make me b able to think logically(well,i'm a typical cancer tat alwiz emotional, n sometime might b emotional n do something not that logic,wahaha)...

d successful feeling when u hv written some programming code n d programme can be executed is so unable to explain...

however, i m not like some god in my class...they reali god coz they reali geng til a standard that i feel they r god...anyway,programming is still my favourite....

o no...exam coming le...got to ganbateh dy...!!!

+U +U +U...

一个人

曾经，有一个很美的承诺，那个承诺，我还记得。
但是，那个人，已经离我越来越远了，
也许该忘记了吧！我想是的，也许，我们之间，真的差那么一点点。。。
原来，有的人，会不知不觉，住进了我们的心里，
但，当你发觉的时候，很多事情，也许已经变了。
当你开始走远的时候，原来，我们已经擦肩而过了。。。

OLyMpIK

wah...今天是2008年8月8日哦,也就是说今天晚上8时08分就是北京奥运的开幕典礼了...很历史性哦....
不知不觉,真的到了北京奥运开幕的这一天了...
很期待!
这是我们龙的传人的骄傲哦!
祝愿 北京奥运成功!
加油!

回家

哈哈...我终于回到家了,感觉超幸福哦!
刚刚和爸爸去吃午餐,guess?我吃了我想念了很久很久的"loh板面",很好吃很好吃哦!
其实,loh板面就是用煮loh面的方法去煮板面,当那热腾腾的板面与我的味蕾接触时,我只觉得幸福,原来,幸福真的可以很简单...开始懂了....
哈哈!我的周末美食之旅又要开始了...
别怪我连吃板面都可以放上blog,因为,华人的食物对我来说,就是,那么近,却很远,虽然有订华人的经济饭作晚餐,但没有选择菜色的机会,所以,只觉得还好,而且,好像少了些什么,也许,就是那热腾腾的感觉吧!再想到nasi goreng ayam, nasi goreng seafood, nasi campur...,吃板面就可以有充足的理由成为一种小小的幸福了!哈哈!

wOw

i m exciting...hoho...coz ystdy jus back from my uni faculty nite...hehe...it was a very memorable nite in my uni life(i guess so)...hoho...later oni upload some photos for u guys to c la...

dear my frens, how do u do??? miss u so much....n alwiz wishing to meet u al soon...so, dun forget to come out wif our yam cha plan, sing k plan, shopping plan...bla bla bla...

so fast time is flying, now already august, stil rmb how hard v struggled for d stpm, n now, al of us r far apart(lol...actuali not tat far la rite, jus seldom hv chance to meet...sigh...), miss d time v had fun in our classroom, do our maths together, read d chemistry physics together...n sembang during PA...wahaha

(forgive me for alwiz 'xiang dang nian'...coz i reali miss it too much)

but o...now i got to start to b fren wif my books le...coz in another 3 weeks wil hv test...some senior told us that 1st yr shud enjoy it to the fullest...but y i found out that some subject reali not that easy to study lo, mb i not yet found out d key...hahaha

jus to tel fren who concern me a lot, i'm reali safe n healthy in my uni...hahaha

though i stil in selangor area, but i m a member of pbsm...wahaha...it stands for persatuan balik setiap minggu...y? coz i wil easily get homesick if i dun back home, i miss my bed...sweet sweet home....hehe.....now oni realize that home reali is the most comfortable place to b in...hehehe....
lz week din back, so sad....howeva, tis fri i wil fly home after my morning class...lol...wat can do?

ok la...now got to go do some research for my assignment....n tutorial...o no...i finali understand u all punya xin ku lz time...T.T